long meetings

In exhaustion I sit stunned at the longness of the day spread out behind me before me in deadline driven numbers of excrutiating longing for a relaxed vision of cool blue waters and bright green foliage high atop a languid mountain dream of oceans saltspray and wonder how I ended up in this place of forever now tight timelines and paper coated ink smeared across my brain longing for a classroom of interaction and discussion dreaming ideals and creative colour across the space before eyes dripped with honeyed thoughts of tomorrow.sigh