I am disturbed

I am disturbed and bothered and sad actually ... I am going to compose a blog later tonight which is something I never do 'cause as ya'll know this is my rant of corporate escape but I need some time to sit down and actually think about what I am writing rather than jotting down the first word that forms in my head ...The day is almost over and it has been a productively busy day and I am tired and so am going to coffee with Duke and Asylus for a bit and then relax into the evening with a nice caffienated buzz rumbling through my head ... the wind has picked up and the sky is grey and I fear the wonderous colour of the trees will soon be sodden bits stuck to shoes in the days ahead. Am very glad that I took some time to capture the colour in the river valley yesterday eve. Flow through days plodding across jolts of realization and sighs of accomplishments, smiling faces at each other in dancing dazes of the weary and weighted ... onwards and forward ...